Phineus

A young boy sat amidst a congregation. His fellow men and women, oh how they had sustained such hardship. The young boy began to reminisce concerning the years that had passed. 

Slavery, starvation miles upon miles of journeying. There have been so many deaths…so much sorrow and pain. And now a plague fell upon his people. For what reason is this? 
His concentration was broken by the silence amongst those around him. Moses now stood before the congregation and spoke in the name of the Lord, “oh this generation of wolves! From Egypt you were led, from slavery you were saved. The Lord had provided you with food blessed by the Heavens. Water sprang forth from the very stones you now tread upon. Why now do you seek this unknown idol? What good has come from this? You have chosen your poison, but now the body has begun to die. Turn from your ways. Repent and spare those who seek truth and offer worship to the one true God.”

A weeping could be heard resounding from behind and beyond the young man. Silence soon took hold as someone began to speak. It was Zimri, head of the tribe of Simeon, accompanied by Cozbi, a Midianite woman. “Yes, indeed, Moses,” he began, “you are at liberty to make use of such laws that you are so fond of. And by making them accustomed to yourself, they have become this firm. But you shall not have me as one of your followers in your tyrannical commands, for you do nothing else but under pretense of law, and of God, wickedly impose on us slavery, and gain power for yourself, while you deprive us of the sweetness of life, which consists in acting according to our own wills, and is the right of free men. Nay, my friends, this man is harder upon the Hebrews than were the Egyptians themselves, as pretending to punish, according to his laws, everyone acting what is most agreeable to himself. You should be the one punished for abolishing what everyone acknowledged to be what’s good for him, and you aim to make your single opinion to have more force than all the rest of us.”

With this said, Zimri stood there amongst the crowd of people and looked all around him. No one dared to say anything, for they were frightened by how and what was said. Zimri smirked and made his way out of the congregation…a victory.

The young man became uncomfortable. His heart began to beat uncontrollably. His mind was racing…all he had ever know was challenged and defeated.

“What is this feeling?” he began to ponder. A fire began to burn within his chest. He knew what needed to be done. Those all around him saw the look in his eyes. He was known for his strength, both in mind and body….never letting up until complete victory was won.

Picking up his javelin, Phineus acted upon his convictions. Zimri’s tent was not far off. He walked steadily as people made way for him. No one dared to interfere for his countenance shone as one being led by the divine messenger. His heart had steadied…his thoughts went mute…there comes a time in every man’s life when he must act upon the truth and what is right. Otherwise, he is not a man at all, but a starved dog seeking whatever he can to fulfill his hunger.

Phineus tore down the door and saw Zimri and Cozbi intertwined with the sin they committed. With one clean thrust, Phineas skewered both lovers.

The Lord spoke to Moses, “Phineus has turned back My wrath from the Israelites by displaying among them his passion for Me, so that I did not wipe out the Israelite people in My passion. Say therefore, ‘I grant him My pact of friendship…because he took impassioned action for his God, thus making expiation for the Israelites.’” And immediately the plague was lifted. 

Here is the story of Phineus, a young man with such a zeal for the Lord. An inspiration to all young men seeking to do what is right. 

HIS MASTER'S VOICE

 

    "The label on all RCA records contained a picture of a dog listening to an old Victrola with the caption 'His master’s Voice.' Dr. Eugene Nida of the translation department of the American Bible Society has pointed out that the dog listening to the Victrola will hear an imperfect transmission of his mater’s voce because the needle scratches the surface of the record. However, no matter how scratchy the record sounds, the needle cannot obliterate the sound of the master’s voice – the message still comes through.

        “Expanding on this concept little more, we can see that the Bible is represented by the record and that the imperfections of human nature and the limitations of human knowledge are represented by the needle. The passage of time is represented by the turn table. Just as any record becomes scratchy in time through wear, so is this true (though in a lesser degree) with the copies of Scripture. But in spite of these limitations (the direct product of human freedom and its resultant sin), we can still hear our Master’s voice, just as the dog does on the record label. The 'scratches' are also being 'erased' as time goes on by archeology, by older and better texts, and by scientific discoveries. More of the 'original' is thus being 'dubbed' back into the copies, so that year by year we are getting closer to the 'master tape' from which all the duplicates (copies of manuscripts) were recorded. Thus the accuracy of the Bible copies increases rather than decreases. The clarity of the message improves steadily with the passage of time, and the fidelity of our Master’s voice is now growing clearer and clearer.”

 

Dr. Walter Martin

“Essential Christianity”

ANXIETY

          

          Anxiety is no laughing matter; I know this better than most. I remember my first anxiety attack. Even though it was small and I was only six years old, I cannot forget it.  My anxiety didn’t reach full maturity until I was about 15 years old. There was a time where I would either vomit or dry heave every day for about a year. To have one’s mind tear one apart from the inside.  To have fear physically grip your heart and mind. To feel helpless and scared. There are those who think lightly of anxiety… who simply do not understand how powerful the mind can be and the effects it can have on the body. They say things like,  “Why don’t you just stop thinking about it?” and “Stop worrying about it!” You must not hold anything against these people for this is the prime example of the bliss of ignorance.

            The purpose of this paper is to show you different methods for combating your anxiety. I have put together, in no particular order, 7 attack strategies that may be of some assistance. Please do not feel as though you are alone in this. Numerous people suffer from anxiety and I guarantee you are surrounded by friends and family who will be more than willing to aid you in your trials.

           

#1. Reverent Prayer

            We all become accustomed to prayer. Especially when raised in a Christian family, being members of a tight knit Church, graduating from a Christian School, etc. We tend to forget the reality of prayer. Regular prayer and an anxiety attack simply do not go hand and hand. Don’t get me wrong…all prayer is metaphysically beautiful, but when directly under attack, you must go to the next level.

            Go someplace where you wont be disturbed…shut off all the lights, strip yourself of all your clothes, and lay down with your face to the ground.  As you lay there, completely vulnerable, prostrated before the Lord, beg Him to have mercy on you. Ask from Him who is called Healer to heal your mind (Matthew 4:23,24). Ask for protection from He who is your Shield (Psalm 28:7). Ask for strength from He who is your Rock (Psalm 18:2). Remember that you are coming before the King, the Almighty God. Show Him and tell Him how helpless you are…and how badly you need Him.

#2. Christ

            Whilst in prayer, remember that Christ Himself suffered from Anxiety whilst praying in the garden of Gethsemane:

            “ And being in agony, He prayed more earnestly. And His sweat became like great drops of blood falling down to the ground” (Luke 22:44).

            Remember that Christ knows exactly what you are going through. Anxiety is neither a sin nor a sign of weakness…anxiety is human and one of the effects of an active, imaginative creative mind.

#3. Concrete Reality

           Anxiety is fear of what does not exist, may never exist, could never happen, etc. It is equivalent to an adult’s imaginary monster. And so, to combat this “Boogey Man” you must try to ground yourself in the concrete reality.  Try and focus on the here and now.  What really IS.

            Take a deep breath…listen to your heartbeat. Your body is functioning perfectly on its own. Look at your hands…look at the clouds, the stars, the moon…feel the wind…Focus on what is constant. Focus on what is here in the now. Ground yourself in actuality, not potentiality.

#4. Anger

            One year in high school, I was asked to go up in chapel and give my testimony. I remember feeling fine the night before, but the day of, I felt somewhat uneasy… so I brushed it off. Minutes before class got out and chapel would begin, I started to get anxiety. I didn’t know what to do because I hadn‘t had anxiety for a long time before then (that was actually one of the reasons I was asked to give my testimony). I went into the bathroom and began to pace and pray…and then I realized something…I was under spiritual attack. That fear, that worry, that anxiety, turned into anger! Turned into rage! I became furious and swore that the devil would not have this victory. 

            Sometimes, you just have to get mad. Lose your temper! And fight back! Remember Who is on your side and tell your “mind” to shut the hell up!

#5. Xanax

            Our bodies are made by a perfect God, but they are plugged into an imperfect world. It is for this reason that we have death. Before sin had entered the world, Adam and Eve would have been immortal. Within this imperfect world, we have humans born with deformities, with deficiencies, ailments, weaknesses, etc. Sometimes, anxiety is due to a chemical imbalance, while other times it is your environment or even a spiritual attack.

            The Lord is able to utilize people and things for good. There are those who wish to condemn modern medicine and yet use it at the same time. This method of thinking is simply illogical.

            Modern medicine has come a long way, and there are numerous discoveries that benefit humans…especially those who suffer from anxiety. Xanax is one of those said discoveries. And yet, everything can be abused. Xanax works as a last-ditch effort. Do not think you are a sell-out for using Xanax. Instead, think about the analogy of the man who was stranded on his roof when the floods came. He prayed to God to save him and out of nowhere a helicopter came, but the man didn’t go with the helicopter because he was waiting for the Lord to save him. Then a boat came by and he wouldn’t go with the boat because he was waiting for the Lord to save him. Then another helicopter came and urged the man to get in, but he turned the helicopter away because he was still waiting for the Lord to save him. The flood grew worse and the man drowned. Upon entering heaven, he asked the Lord, “Why didn’t You save me?” to which He responded, “I tried 3 times, but you would not go.”

            Be not afraid, not ashamed, to take Xanax. And yet, before you do, I would actually recommend seeing a Christian Psychologist. Psychology used to be considered taboo by the church, but just like Science and many other studies, God can use anything for the benefit of His children.

#6. Music

            Music can sometimes help people cope with an anxiety attack. For me, I will listen to inspirational/battle themed music to help me combat the unwanted thoughts flooding my mind. For others, it may be soothing classical music or even beautiful worship songs.  Make a CD for whenever the anxiety attacks come and see if you are able to make the attack subside. You may have to make a couple CDs to experiment with. What you are trying to do is bring order to the chaos within your mind.

#7 Memento/Memory

          Find a small object that can fit into your pocket and holds some significance to you. For example, I have a children's Sonic the Hedgehog watch. This calms my mind because of the pleasant memories it carries. I know this may sound somewhat odd, but I find this to help me a lot when I know that I may soon be experiencing an anxiety attack. You see, when I look at this small watch, I am brought back to the moment I got it as a child. Sonic was one of my favorite heroes growing up, I would always eat oatmeal in the morning and watch Sonic the TV show. One time, on the oatmeal box, there was a small advertisement that said if you turn in 100 oatmeal packets, you will get a free Sonic watch. I was so excited, so my mom and I dumped 100 packets of oatmeal into a big ziplock bag and sent the packets away. I remember checking the mail each day. When it finally arrived, I was so unbelievably happy! And so, when I look at this small watch, it brings me back to that moment when I was a child, with no cares or worries at all, just pure joy. Find something that brings you back to a time of peace and happiness. Perhaps it is a certain smell? Or maybe you can make something small with pieces of Scripture written on it.

Conclusion

            My dear reader, I leave you with this. Know that you are loved by your friends and family. Know that you are strong and that this anxiety you feel can be conquered.

            Here is a prayer that I find comforting from the Book of Common Prayer:

“The Almighty Lord, who is a most strong tower to all those who put their trust in Him, to whom all things in heaven, in earth, and under the earth, do bow and obey, be now and evermore thy defense; and make thee know and feel, that there is no other Name under heaven given to man, in whom and through whom, thou mayest receive health and salvation, but only the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Amen.”

Love, Your Brother,

Phineus

TESTING A THEOLOGIAN, PASTOR, AND TEACHER

TESTING A 

THEOLOGIAN, PASTOR, AND TEACHER

 For the last couple of year I have had new believers ask me how I determine whether or not someone is a Good Theologian or Pastor or Church Leader. 

By Good, I simply mean, someone who has not compromised the faith. Someone who has a solid foundation. Someone you can trust.

So what I have done is put together a list of questions that I personally ask when investigating someone. 

Here is that list: 

The Bible

1. What is their definition of Biblical Inspiration?
2. Do they believe Inspiration was Plenary Verbal
3. Do they believe the Bible to be Inerrant?
4. Does the Bible have Contradictions?
5. How do they reconcile the following supposed contradictions                                   > Who killed Goliath? 1 Samuel 17:50; 2 Samuel 21:19; 1 Chronicles 20:5       > How did Judas die? Matthew 27:5 and Acts 1:18
6. How do they Interpret Exodus 21:22?                                                                          > Was it a miscarriage or pre-mature birth?                                                          > Was the harm to the mother or the premature birth?                                        > Why not life for life if it was a miscarriage?
7. What is the gift given in Ephesians 2:8?                                                                       > Salvation or Faith
8. Are they a KJV Onlyist?
9. Do they believe the Torah was written by Moses?
10. Do they believe the Creation, Fall, Flood, and Babel to be literal historical events?
11. Is it ok to reject the Historicity of the Creation, Fall, Flood, Babel?
12. How do they reconcile slavery and the Bible with emphasis on Leviticus 25:44-46 and owning someone as property forever?
13. When do you interpret something as Literal of Figurative?
14. What is their view on Exegesis and Eisegesis?
15. How do they reconcile Jesus not Abolishing the Torah and Christians not having to follow the Torah? 

Science

1.  Do they believe in the theory of Evolution? (micro-evolution doesn’t count)
2. If Science says one thing, but the Bible says another, which direction do they go?
3. If they believe in Evolution, how do they reconcile it with Genesis?
4. Was the flood worldwide?
5. Are they Old or Young Earth Creationists?
6. What type of death entered the World? Physical or Spiritual or Both? Romans 5:12

Essential Doctrines

1.  Do they hold to the Essential Doctrines of the Christian Faith?
2. How important is the Doctrine of the Trinity?
3. What is the definition of the Trinity as compared to the other heretical views                  > Sabellianism                                                                                                            > Monophysitism                                         > Adoptionism                                                                                                           > Nestorianism                                                                                                           > Apollinarianism                                                                                                     > Arianism                                                                                                                > Pelagianism                                                                                                           > Modalism
4. Is Hell eternal?
5. Is Hell’s torment conscious, physical, or both?
6. What is their stance on inhalationism?
7. Is the belief in Hell essential?
8. Is Jesus the Only Way to Heaven?

 

Social Issues

1. What is their stance on Abortion?
2.  What is their stance on Homosexuality?
3. Does the Bible Condemn Homosexuality?
4. Should Homosexuals be allowed to get married?
5. Do they believe in separation of Church and State?
6. What is their stance on Feminism?
7. Are their Gender Roles?
8. Is the man the head of the house?
9. Should a Christian be a Pacifist?
10. How do they interpret submitting to the Government?

 

Misc. Topics

1.  Should women be allowed to be Pastors?
2. Are Mormons and Jehovah’s Witness Christian?
3. What is their stance on Calvinism?
4. What is their stance on Liberalism and Progressivism?
5. Can a Christian be a Universalist?
6. Is Israel God’s Chosen people?
7. What is their stance on Replacement Theology?
8. What is their position on Preterism?

 

Some answers to questions will answer other questions. You may not be able to get all the answers but you will be able to get an idea as to where they stand.

This list should also show you what you need to know in order to spot a wolf and to spot compromise.

If you have any questions, please leave a comment here or email me at spearofphineus.25@gmail.com. I can help with pointing you in the right direction. 

 

                            Infinite Regression

 

            When philosophers ask you, “If God made man and the universe, than who made God?” What’s to stop from going further as to, who made God, than who made who made God and then regress, regress, regress. And then they’ll say you can’t reason this way because you fall into the fallacy of infinite regression.

            There is a quick answer for the argument of infinite regression. When a person says to you, “You can’t argue me back to God, who made God?” That’s Bertrand Russell’s great argument in his book, Why I Am Not A Christian. Russell is the source of this criticism. Ok, say to the person who gives you this argument, “Ok, lets assume the we regressed from mankind, through creation and the universe and we are now back at God.”

The person says, “Alright, who made God?”

Than you say, “Well let’s assume that somebody did make Him. So what does it prove? It proves that we are responsible to our maker”.  Why? Because if we appear before His throne and we give Him the argument, “I didn’t believe in you because I can regress beyond you to somebody who made you.”

God could answer, “It doesn’t make any difference if somebody made me. The only thing that makes any difference is I made you. Now I want to know what you did with what I told you to do.”  

            Very reminiscent with the hippies on trial in Chicago, who were violently complaining to the judge. They said that the judge had no authority to do anything to them; they were a free moral agents. And the judge answered them by saying, “I may not be the supreme court of the United States, but I do have enough authority to take care of you. Thirty days.” And he put them in.

            There is a lesson to be learned from that. That judge was not the Supreme Court. That judge was simply an intermediary. But the intermediary had the power to judge those people.

            All right, lets use the philosophical argument that there is a finite God. That some force greater than God made Him. The argument is totally irrelevant. The argument has no bearing and no weight the moment you grant it. Because we are going to have to answer to the God that made our universe and that made us. And so the person that wants to regress beyond Him has no reason to regress any further. Why? Because God’s the one responsible for us and He’s the one that’s going to demand from us, why we didn’t obey Him.

             So give them their finite God and then end right there. With the finite God demanding you to give an account to Him, what are you going to say? You have cut the infinite regression right out. And you’re at a God who has the power to send you to hell, because you wouldn’t believe in Him.

This was taken from Dr. Walter Martin's lecture titled, "Seven Campus Curses" 

"Hard to see the Dark Side is."

 

~ Like Hydra in the Marvel Universe, a corrupt evil cabal placed unconstitutional people in high positions of leadership inside our government. Many people became rich because of this cabal but also gained something more severe than lots of money: power. Over time, corruption grew to the horror it is today. Corrupt leaders flooded every respectable department, institution, and government. While a few remained clean, the majority began to rot away deeper and deeper into corruption. Like the agencies in Gotham, the evil creeped everywhere, benefiting Satan.

Corrupt politicians, celebrities, and head law enforcement leaders created a secret bond. This bond included many perversions and unjust benefits. These sinister individuals would be able to get away with all kinds of crimes because they were protected by their club of vipers. High level secret affairs began to network, hiding from society many horrifying truths that most people are afraid to discuss and investigate. From child sex trafficking, as well as, parties involving severe, unspeakable torture on humans, mainly the youth, including infants, most of the entire deep state cabal continued to break bread and spill wine together behind closed doors, sharing in the splendors of perversion.

Meanwhile, society began to water down its teachings: schools and universities and entertainment helped weaken the chutzpah of the American people, increasing numbers of liberal ideology and “strength” through pacifism. Slowly, television shows, movies, and advertisements made small adjustments to destroy what makes this country great. Americans had no idea they were slowly being hypnotized into hating all things American and/or Biblical. Judeo-Christianity was mocked in every corner of entertainment, while the modern-day church fell fast asleep and fornicated with complacency, giving birth to pacifists and liberal Christians. Many church-going “Christians” evolved into a Biblically ignorant wuss… not really caring about God, but rather their own personal comfort zone. Today, they join the non-church attending liberal… not understanding what it means to conserve to Judeo-Christian values.

It probably began during the Nixon Administration… or whenever George H.W. Bush was the head of the CIA. In order for our real life “Hydra” to spread in this Nation Under God, a plan to take over was established. There is a chance that John F. Kennedy was aware of the sinister plot, but that is a story for another time. I theorize that from former President Carter to Obama, many of these presidents assisted in the infiltration of “Hydra” lol. Key politicians either willingly joined this dark side, or were forced to join via blackmail, or by paying off an endless debt. Whistleblowers slowly disappeared, got into car accidents, or were forced to commit suicide. Today, every time there is a possible lead to expose any of this darkness, that lead comes to a sinister, uninvestigated end.

Sadly, the Sith Lords have taken over major seats in our system. They sit at the top of law enforcement agencies, government departments, medical boards, news and television networks, and control the major decisions for Americans to follow. Since the dark side is hard to see, we have no idea which leader we can trust or not. We ignorantly assume that because someone is sitting at that top, or at the front of the class, they must be proper, wise, or correct. We don’t question authority anymore because we have been desensitized into accepting what is as is. If a Sith Lord told every hospital in America to give a purple Skittle to their patients and tell them it cures cancer, every doctor and nurse would blindly obey without question. Obviously, it is easier to be told what to think rather than to try using your own brain independently.

Keep in mind that some people do recognize a lie, or some type of distortion to what is good. Many will still choose to obey, look the other way, or casually support what is wrong. They do this out of fear of being ostracized, removed from a position of security, or worse, suffer a financial loss. Imagine working hard your whole like to achieve a degree, a profession, a pay level, but risk losing it all for standing up for what is right. As they say, “Crime pays” well so does Corruption. Corruption can come with full benefits that will take care of you, and even those you love. Do you see how easy it is for darkness to spread?

With each decade that passes, our nation grows deeper and deeper into darkness. We can all agree that our government has become filled with corruption and deceit. How could we symbolize our government? If we were to make an animated cartoon representing our government, how could we draw it? Many would draw a sluggish, fat and overweight, disgusting troll like figure, ideal for a political cartoon. But isn’t our corrupt government capable of going above and beyond in maintaining their crimes and evil deeds? So how could we properly describe our government knowing that they, while being horrendous, accomplish so much evil? Perhaps a….dragon, or demon, muscular in might, tall, huge, unstoppable?

Imagine that fantasy creature that portrays the corruption. What kind of person do you think it would take to defeat such a beast? How would you describe the monolith that could destroy such a powerful evil entity? Would the hero be socially acceptable? Could we use some jerry or karen from our known meme culture to defeat the governmental dragon? Or would it take a fucking legend, or a dynamic asshole, unowned by any popular party, or financially independent to where they could not be bought out like anyone else. Someone tough as nails. How would such a warrior behave in today’s social platforms in order to defeat this corrupt state? You can’t kill a wolf by sending in a rabbit. Let that sink in.

Obama never should have been president. But so many Americans only cared about putting a person in the White House based on skin color. America didn’t care that the Obama Administration was funded by many Muslim groups, including the terrorist group Hamas. America didn’t care that Obama despised Israel and Judeo-Christianity. After all, where was the Church to explain to the Obama Administration about how God commands us in almost 80 verses in the Bible about the vitality of supporting Israel. The Church was dead at this point. Everyone also ignored that Obama wasn’t even born in the US, a requirement to be a US President! Everyone likes to forget that Obama’s mother is whiter than Trump. But let’s keep calling him Black while keeping Hydra smiling and laughing at our own stupidity.

The eight years of Obama, he carefully placed trusted Sith Lords into offices, and into seats and leaderboards across the nation. He befriended many millionaires and gave huge amounts of money (that came from Iran and Hamas) to CEOs, Corporate Officials, and Network owners. Hydra had placed Sith Lords everywhere, especially in Big-Tech/Silicone Valley. These leaders would run their companies to slowly sway the youth and the ignorant to quit believing in God, America, and all things Conservative. Even with the motivation to go full Red, White, and Blue after 9/11, the pendulum swung back on track: let’s destroy the fabric of the American dream. Teach a generation to learn how to hate capitalism, honest work ethics, and freedom.

As the destruction of the Obama Administration came to an end, America needed a brute to defeat the described demon-dragon government Hydra. This someone had to be unowned by the deep state, and familiar with how to be really successful and just. America needed someone who supported small businesses, loved all Americans, and had a history of making huge efforts against racism. Enter Donald Trump. (I know you think Trump is a racist. But that’s probably because you really are the racist and hate white people, or you think by hating Trump, and calling Trump a racist, you will gain approval from the non-white community. Let’s be real.)

Some people try to put a great argument on why they didn’t choose Trump when they voted. Usually, the reason is very weak. A common argument is how rude he is to women. However, evidence shows that every major case that involved Trump being abusive to a woman was false. Until Jesus Christ Himself runs for President, mankind will always be stuck with choosing the lesser of so many evils. If Trump bothered you on some level, how can you deny that he was a better choice than Hillary or Pedo-Joe? Out of every candidate who ran, only Trump claimed to believe in God, support Israel, was pro-life, supported the 2^nd Amendment, and had experience with Payroll! But Orange Man Bad! Some claim his tone is truly unprofessional and rude. What kind of tone do you think someone should have if they are going to go against the wishes of the Deep State? Someone gentle?

Trump was financially independent, unable to be bought out by any corrupt bank account. He was not brought in by any Democrat or Republican party, and wasn’t puppeted to act a certain way. Trump did it his way. He recognized the “Hydra” that has been ruling our government for so long, and has slowly been trying to eliminate it all during his first four years. He defeated American military hating Hillary Clinton by a landslide. The Clintons also used the same corrupt voting machines that Biden used, but miscalculated because they didn’t think Trump would gain so many votes. Trump’s landslide victory still outweighed the additional counts Hillary illegally obtained. That’s why it looked like Hillary almost won. (Biden got it right this time with help from China.)

China helped Biden so they would not repeat the failed win of Hillary. They created Covid to scare people into trusting mail-in voting methods. Since Hydra already had Sith Lords in place, it was easy to tell Americans to fear the common cold or seasonal allergy. Getting Americans to social distance, mail-in voting seemed like the sanitary thing to do. Then, China helped forge a larger number of fake ballots. A lot of fake ballots. The day after Election Day, and after the rigged voting machines added a spike of Biden votes, Biden had more votes than any President in America’s history. China’s pallets of ballots really helped Biden win. Trump finished with 74 million votes. Biden won with 81 million votes. But 74M+81M = 155 million total votes. Only 133 million people were registered to vote. 

Thanks to how our society is influenced by all the corrupt leaders, the American people have been brainwashed and controlled by the deep state cabal, and have learned to hate the good guys. Inversion has taken place. What is right is wrong and what is wrong is now right. Our society yearns for corruption, and has accepted that freedom is a disease. Our corrupt leaders have turned us into puppets, and we actually think we want Biden, a true racist, to be our next President. We sing praises over BLM when they haven’t given a single black person one dime. Trump has given away MILLIONS of his own earnings to several black communities. But let’s vote for a pedophile racist, Joe Biden. 😊

Trump tried to end the corruption during his four years, but it appears his time is up. Hilarious how in a matter of days, he will no longer be President but our government is trying desperately to frame him for the actions of terrorist group Antifa, as well as trying to Impeach him. He’s out in a few days! Why the strong effort to Impeach? Because Trump is destroying our Hydra that infested this once great country. The bought-out media keeps lying to Americans. They keep saying that Trump supporters stormed the Capitol. With all the photo, video, and eye witness evidence, everyone still calls it Trump Supporters. They were Antifa! But people have learned to not accept Truth. With all the photo, video, and eye witness evidence of the pedophile ring in this cabal I speak of, as well as all the evidence of Joe Biden dealing with China, and his son Hunter fucking little 5 year old girls, how can I be surprised that everyone doesn’t give a damn anymore.

Unfortunately, it’s over. Trump is out of time, and Hydra has issued Order 66 on all vocal Christian-Conservatives. Sith Lord Fart Suckerbird decided to take the first step by silencing a President of the United States. As Lucius Fox would say, “This is too much power for one person.”  For a moment, forget that it’s Trump. You hate Trump. We got it. But to silence a United States President? Facebook and Twitter is sadly where our society meets to communicate. These platforms are our modern day town square. After Trump asked for peace and promised to smoothly transition to the next administration, Fart Suckerbird, as well as the CEO of Twitter, felt that Trump would be the most dangerous person on the planet. After all, evil men who control pedophelia, sexual perversions, human trafficking, and far more greater crimes against humanity are allowed to keep their social media accounts. Terrorist groups, as well as leaders of religions that are filled with cruelty towards women, can keep their accounts.     …but not a US President.

Now, all vocal leaders of Patriotism are being sought out, and removed from social media. A virtual genocide. Any Christian Conservative that exposes truth is removed. Only this group and no other. That is pure prejudice and racism. Now all these Big-Tech companies welcome in the Biden Administration by hunting down Patriots and banning them from platforms. The biggest leaders of Patriotism have been kicked off FB and Twitter. Fine. We all moved to Parler. Parler, who was not expecting to be on the other side of the Red Sea, gladly took in a rush of new accounts. But Big-Tech wants blood! Apple made efforts to remove the Parler app from iPhones! Parler, who does not have the financial technology FB has, uses Amazon’s servers. Big-Tech was able to talk Amazon into shutting down Parler. Patriots are now running scared and hopping on all kinds of third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seven, and so on- level of social media that claims to not censor a voice.

That’s what this is about. The moment Suckerbird banned Trump, and started wiping away Patriots, it showed that he had more power than a US President. It showed that our 1^st Amendment of Free Speech was muzzled. This play is wrong. If FB was a private operation, then it would be okay. But to provide America with a public platform to meet & greet, but then ostracize only one kind of group because you disagree with their beliefs? That’s worse than shit, that’s bullshit. You yourself probably hate God, hate Trump, hate Conservatives like me, or definitely hate anyone “white” (even though Christian Conservatives come in every color, you stereotype all of us as white in a negative connotation) but you must understand that this action that Suckerbird took is the beginning of America losing the Freedom of Speech.

Whether you’re a Trump supporting Conservative, a Liberal Leftist that voted for pedophile Biden, or a godless Libertarian, you must understand that these actions by Big-Tech will eventually enslave all Americans and destroy this country. I’m not asking you to support Trump. If you’d like me to go into detail on how I can prove you are wrong about Trump, email me and ask. But for now, I am here to tell you that the actions of Suckerbird are inhumane, racists, and is proof that he thinks he has more power than a President of the United States would have.

The whole purpose of this long ass letter is not to convince you, but maybe show you that there is another possibility to how the world turns. What you think you know might not be correct. I embrace that possibility every day. And for the sake of freedom, your freedom, I hope you will consider that shit is fucked up right now in our country. Just as President Trump recently preached, this needs to be a time of “healing and reconciliation” and  “we have to have peace” but that will never be achieved as long as we keep buying into the lies of the Democrats and deep state cabal. I’m also not asking you to join the Republican Party either. Clearly, the Democrats proved that as long as one side is in power, our votes don’t matter. They don’t. Trump won by a landslide. If you compare it to counties, Biden had fewer counties than Obama. Trump had won more counties than Obama, and had won more non-white votes than Obama as well! But now that Biden has the keys to the White House, voting will never be a trusted system in America again.

Tomorrow, in the days to come, anything can happen. Many hope that Trump will do what former President Kennedy was going to do, and release every dirty secret and evidence the White House has on Hydra. Patriots are praying that Trump will slap the cuffs on Hillary, Obama, and all the rest of the pedophiles that cut up babies on Epstein’s island. Tinfoil hats nourish the hope that there is hope that Trump has already begun arresting deep state Sith Lords. Master Jedi Yoda once said, “Hard to see the Dark Side is.” Like any great plot twist, Trump himself could have been a plant as well… a puppet to give Patriots some idol to stare at, not noticing what the Devil’s hands are up to. Who knows what Trump will do on or before Inauguration Day.  Hell, Trump could keep his promise and leave the White House quietly, go home, make love to Melania, and we never hear from him again.

If Trump does declassify everything, (all the corruption I speak of and more) then Patriots will achieve victory for another four year and obviously Trump will remain in office. Left loving liberals will lose their minds and burn the world to ashes. If Trump doesn’t declassify all the corruption, Paris Hilton is our only hope on destroying human trafficking. Christian Conservative Patriots will slowly be hunted down and deleted in real life like the way we currently are on social media platforms. We got booted from Big-Tech and went to Parler. We got booted from Parler, went to Gab. Gab is giving us up, so we are now sitting at Signal and Telegram. After Big-Tech removes us from there, where shall we go? Soon, we will be silenced again. Then we will be removed and imprisoned.

But right now, more than any other time in America, we are on the brink of civil war. Christian Conservative Patriots are willing to physically fight to save the nation from evil. The Democratic Left are willing to play as dirty as they can to maintain and increase their power. Real Spiritual Warriors for God know that it’s not about Republican or Democrat. It’s not about Trump vs Biden. It’s about God vs Satan. The evil in our government is growing and will eventually enslave our people. Some consider the victory of pedo-Joe to be the closing year on America’s tombstone. Just days until Inauguration, the damages that the Left and the Biden Administration have done are terrific. Imagine when Biden is full send. Drastic unGodly anti-2A bills have been drafted up and soon to be pushed. The first casualty of a totalitarian society is free speech. Well, we’ve already lost the 1^st Amendment, the 2^nd Amendment is next.

I’m sorry that you don’t buy any of this. I’m sorry that you are barely learning this now. War is inevitable. Things are going to get worse before it gets better. Biblical prophecy is being completed in the Middle East and America is experiencing outstanding rumors of war. The end game is here. There is no telling how much time we have left. I would love to be on a battlefield one last time fighting for God, Guns, and the American Way. But there might not be any extra time. Death doesn’t scare me. She’s an old flame. Plus, she knows I’d rather die and be with Christ first. (Philippians 1:21) Anything that I have said in this letter, I can lecture on even more. If you want more info, just email me: Forever_Thrill @yahoo .com. There is so much evidence, that gives me some credibility, that piles on a daily basis. It’s hard to keep up.

You’re not going to like this last paragraph. Despite our differences, this might be the last time you ever hear from me. Please remember the good times. If you haven’t already, I recommend that you get right with God first. Buy a gun next. If you have to, sell the very shirt off your back and get one. Then, prepare for war. Finally, pray. Pray without ceasing. Pray for victory. Remember that I love you or else I wouldn’t be wasting my time typing this. It’s going to hurt but we have to do this. May God help us through the doubt and through the storm. May God be with us all. May God bless what’s left of the United States of America. 

THRILL

01/13/2021

 

The Color-Blind Against the Racists

Unless you live under a rock, you are probably aware of the BLM movement and the impact that it is making on our culture and nation today. In the past few weeks, I have spoken with many BLM supporters, I have read and listened to numerous debates, talks, articles, and sermons regarding this topic, and, as a result, I have arrived at a few conclusions. First, I have concluded that the premise that many BLM supporters embrace is flawed. Secondly, I believe that this premise is often reinforced by instances that people have been preconditioned to view in a certain light. Let me explain: 

When asked, the typical BLM advocate espouses the view that racism is still alive and well, and this is due to a “systemic racism” that is built into our society. To BLM proponents (and many Americans in general, for that matter) this concept of “systemic racism” is accepted as an indisputable fact. To deny its existence, in their minds, would be as foolish as denying that the grass is green or that the earth is round. And, when asked to explain what they mean by “systemic racism,” they typically will give personal accounts of situations in which they themselves were the victim of a form of racism. 

All across the nation, Black men, women, and children are now speaking out on their own personal experiences with racism. After listening to many of these conversations and personal accounts, I began to notice a pattern emerging. The accounts can, for the most part, be split into 2 main categories. 

The first of these categories consists of accounts (typically told by the older generations) that relay truly blatant acts of racism. One man told of a time when, as a young boy, he and his family crouched behind their couch in their own home as strangers yelled threats and called them the N-word amidst other profanities from their front yard. A woman who refused to be served by her waitress because she was black and did not want her to handle her food. a man who was repeatedly being passed over for promotions despite seniority and years of hard work. And, like every true American that seeks justice and equality for all, I was infuriated by these stories. The injustice and evil behind such actions made my blood boil. The fact that people have endured such treatment based solely on the color of their skin is heart-breaking. 

There is a second category, however, of these accounts. This category consists of what is now widely referred to as “microaggressions” as well as accounts of routines and activities that many black people have adopted to avoid racist interactions. For example, many related stories of constantly asking themselves if they were appearing “too black” and having to check their words or actions so as not to be perceived as a threat. A married couple talked about how they had to be extra cautious when planning a road trip across the country because certain areas were unsafe for them—especially after dark. One woman talked about how her mother told her that she couldn’t wear her hair in braids because it would make her look “too black.” And a young man talked about how he was treated differently based upon how he dressed, so his parents told him to dress in a way that appeared as non-threatening as possible. As I listened to more and more of these second type of accounts, I realized that many of these people, if not all, had been preconditioned to believe that specific traits and behaviors will result in racist encounters. Thus, these black men and women choose to act a certain way, wear their hair and clothes a certain way, and only travel through certain places because they have been preconditioned to believe that there is systematic and even blatant racism everywhere in this country. Every glare from a white man, every injustice done by a white man, every single negative interaction with a white man must be racially motivated because they have been preconditioned to think that it is. 

Many espouse the belief that black men and women have to live their lives being hyper-aware of their surroundings and interactions in a way that white people simply do not have to do, all because of our systemically racist society. Yet, what white person cannot relate to the stories above. I was often told that my appearance & clothing communicates the kind of person that I am. Are you trying to tell me that a white man wearing a suit and a white man wearing sagging pants with his underwear hanging out are going to be viewed in the same way? And who among us has not had to deal with driving through shady/dangerous areas before? Growing up, there were areas in Los Angeles that my father told me I was to avoid and that I was not allowed to stop in for gas under any circumstances because they were areas that are considered unsafe—especially after dark. For me, a white male, this type of careful awareness is not the result of a racist world, it is the result of a fallen world. The world is full of dangers, and there are certain things that we do purely out of common sense in a dangerous world. 

Now, some argue that I am just ignorant to the realities of the world and that I cannot speak because I do not know how life is outside of my own social sphere. This is, in fact, the very argument that was made by Chris Brown, the Pastor of North Coast Church Vista, in an interview with some of his church members on this very topic. He claimed that people here in San Diego country are somewhat ignorant of racism because “only 6% of San Diego county is African America.” The obvious implication here is that we know less about racism because we know and interact with fewer black people in our daily lives than in other areas of the country. Yet, there are a couple of flaws to this reasoning. First, while 6% sounds like a small number, let me add some perspective. Black Americans only make up 13% of the nation’s population to begin with, so 6% is not a shockingly low number. In fact, San Diego, like most large cities and counties in the nation, is known for being more diverse than the average U.S. town. And with this diversity comes more awareness of racial barriers and diverse ideals, not less. Pastor Brown illustrated this very fact without realizing it later in the discussion. He related a story about when he first moved to San Diego from Texas and how he had driven to church in a newly refurbished Baja Bug on which he proudly flew his “Texas Rebel Confederate Flag.” He then related how one of the elders from his Church had to come and give him a lecture on the history of that flag and how inappropriate it was for him to be flying it. He admitted that he was entirely “ignorant” to what it might mean to someone who was not white. If San Diego county is a place that is “ignorant to racism” simply because we only have a 6% Black population, then why is it that it took a San Diegan to point out the racist implications of a confederate flag to a man who grew up in Texas, a state that has a 12% Black population? We cannot be simultaneously ignorant of racism and actively calling it out at the same time. Thus, the claim that San Diegans are simply ignorant of racism is, itself, an ignorant claim. 

Now, as I said earlier, black people have been preconditioned to believe that racism is systemic and around every corner. In many cases, this has been done through the older generations who did experience truly horrific acts of racism. Their words of warning to the younger generations based on their own experiences have brought the necessary cautiousness of a different time into our modern world. But we are not living in that world anymore. We no longer have Jim Crow laws. We no longer have the KKK going around and terrorizing people in their homes. Today, we live in a world of integrated schools and workplaces, a world of affirmative action, a world where we elected a Black man to run one of the most powerful countries in the world. Systemic racism no longer exists in our world. It has been defended by a plethora of personal accounts of individual racism, but these accounts only serve to show the racism of a few individuals, not the nation and its systems as a whole. We no longer allow policies, programs, and laws that oppress people based on the color of their skin, in fact, we now have many programs and policies that seek to elevate them. Thus, systemic racism no longer is a thing. And for the individual racists that are left, they are a dying breed.

The easiest way to get rid of racism is by allowing people to be “color blind.” Not only should we be allowing it; we should be encouraging it! Children are not born racist. White children do not see differences between them and black children unless they are told that they are different. My son does not view his black classmate any differently than he views his Polynesian or Hispanic classmate or his classmates with different hair and eye colors. I will not be teaching him that skin color makes a person any different than another. And it is unlikely that racists will be teaching my children that they are different than black children. Sadly, the people who teach them that they are different are people like the BLM movement who will do so to claim victimhood and perpetuate a racist narrative. 

Let’s consider natural evolution for a moment here. Over time, certain traits that are more desirable or contribute to better survival are selected over less-desirable traits, and, eventually, all that remains is the superior group of traits. This evolutionary phenomenon is known as the process of natural selection. Our society is trying to evolve…but we are not allowing it to. More and more people have become, and are continuing to become, color blind with regards to race as time progresses. Yet, these “color blind” people are now being criticized and attacked by those who support BLM because they refuse to buy into this false narrative. Now, if everyone were to become “color blind,” then racism would be eliminated completely. This is a fact. Over the past couple of generations, our society has been trying to naturally select “color blindness,” but the BLM supporters are not allowing us to choose this as the dominant trait even though it would, in effect, solve racism. So, ask yourself this: will you help to encourage “color blindness?”

Finally, I have had one argument against systematic racism that I have yet to hear a single intelligent response to. My question is this: How can our country be considered systemically racist if black Americans can be found in every single facet of American society today? Don’t believe me? Here are just a few examples of jobs that are held by black Americans:

-       President of the United States

-       US Senators

-       Congressmen

-       Supreme Court Justices

-       Judges

-       Lawyers

-       Police

-       Detectives

-       Military Servicemen/women

-       Musicians

-       Movie Stars

-       Athletes

-       Entrepreneurs

-       Sheriffs

-       Scientists

-       Doctors

-       Nurses

-       Pilots

-       Firemen

-       Lifeguards

-       Philosophers

-       Teachers

-       Journalists

-       News anchors

-       Chefs

-       Captains

-       Security Guards

-       Postmen

-       Trash men

-       Landscapers

-       Billionaires

-       Zookeepers

-       Disney Stars

-       Inventors

-       Archeologists

-       Pastors

-       Worship leaders

-       Generals

-       Race car drivers

-       Astronauts

-       Border Patrol Agents

-       FBI/CIA Agents

-       Designers

-       Social Workers

-       Governors

-       Mayors

-       City Councilmen

-       Psychiatrists

-       Astronomers

-       Super Heroes 

-       Action Figures

-       EMTs

-       Homeowners

-       Property owners

-       Business Owners

-       Students

In short, you would be hard pressed to find a job/position in our country that has not been held by a Black American. So, how can we have systematic racism when these successful Black Americans prove that success and opportunities are available and possible? 

I am not saying that there is no more racism in America today. I am not saying that racism never existed or that slavery and oppression never occurred. But to make the claim that racism is systematic today in our country is to deny reality and perpetuate further racism in our country rather than to continue to distance ourselves from it.